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Hello, my name is Mila Ariel Palamita. :D
Very interesting name, i know.
I am currently studying in Singapore and am a victim of the horrid Junior College system in Singapore's education. My life basically revolves around God (yes, I'm Christian and proud of it cause Jesus is such a great friend! :D), school (which sucks big time) and as you can infer from my layout, NEWS.

Because Masuda Takahisa is my favourite member, I have decided to make this post to be on July 4th which to me is not America's independence day but just his birthday. HEH.

I aspire to be a doctor although my results now is really not medicine material.
But I'm not going to give up and I believe that my God will help me in fulfiling my dreams.
After all, He has never failed me. :D

Its my desire to go to Japan for NEWS' concert and to study in University of Queensland in Brisbane.
And so I hope that all that will come to pass by 2010. :)

Have a good stay and I hope I have blessed you in anyway!
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: DREAMS - NEWS
 
 

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milalalami
09 July 2009 @ 10:21 pm
While on the way home, I was thinking that today is full of blessings and joy. :)
I am a very happy girl today! And I was thinking, how come today is such a good day?

Ahaha, not that my applications paper was really well done.
In fact I didn't study properly for the topic that actually came out for essay. T_T
Stupid RFLPs. HAHA! But I'm really glad that exams are over!
Am going to start studying next week though, for prelims!
I cannot afford to be not-prepared enough for exams anymore!

So I was saying, how come it was such a happy day today?
And it occurred to me that it was probably because I had a headstart with God this morning.
I woke up earlier to pray for random people and of course, cg members. :)
And my heart was filled with joy since the start of the day because I started it with God! :D

I was happy that I went to eat with my school clique after applications paper.
I was happy to see ing-chan after almost 1 year of not seeing her!
I was happy to receive the many blessings that ing-chan surprised me with (gosh, the Harry Potter book!)
I was happy to have a very oishii and filling meal with ing-chan at Shokudo!
I was happy to meet ing-chan's kareshi and her buddies from her college.
I was happy to have a simple but very nice home-cooked dinner with Kelly and her mum today!

I am happy to have spent time with everyone today and I am full of joy (and food! HAHA)
Anyway, if you were to visit Shokudo, I recommend you:
tomato-cream based pastas
pumpkin soup
matcha kakigori with azuki!

In my opinion, matcha and azuki make the best OTP in the dessert world. HAHA! :D

Anyway, Johnny-san sure know how to burn holes in our pockets.
Singles, albums and concert goods!
Not even counting tanabata matsuri shops!
He has to make each member to have 25 shop photos now and they are so adorable. D:
I want!

maa, nothing changes the fact that I'm very happy today! :D
Thank You, Lord!

And I know I am ALWAYS listening to hanamuke.
But I can't help it! It's too pretty!
いつかは負けないくらい 誰かを愛してみたい〜
 
 
Current Location: room
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: hanamuke - tegomasu
 
 
milalalami
08 July 2009 @ 02:21 am
2 days ago during my long chat with Kelly,
we decided that we're going to increase our prayers for care group members. :)
Ahaha, honestly I don't deny I got fall asleep when I pray at night. :P
But anyway, I was praying this morning and I was praying for our people to be aware of the Holy Spirit's leading.
It really dawned on me that we really NEED to be dependent on the Holy Spirit.

Be it you are the care leader, the faithful member, the new addition, the one who still struggles with the same struggle, the lao jiao, YOU STILL NEED THE HOLY SPIRIT LIKE YOU NEED AIR.
Because only with the Holy Spirit will your actions and motives be blameless.
And only with the Holy Spirit will you keep what you promised to God in mind and continue to honor your promise to Him, even if you've stumbled again. (Like me, I stumbled and fell asleep LOL)

And in today's core team meet, I heard about what has happened in Hope Bangkok.
I wouldn't say its not stumbling but the deed should not be what we mull in.
Instead, we should really mull about what we can learn there and not ever commit the same mistakes.
Its really down to the foundations of walking close with God, being aware of the Holy Spirit and keeping heart motives pure isn't it?

Really reminded me also, that no man is ever above temptations/sins.
Which makes me think of one of the devotions after camp, when Jehosaphat, as close as he is to God, also stumbled and made actions that are not pleasing in God's eyes.
Seriously, we must always be on our guard towards temptation,
with the Sword of the Spirit always with us.

And it may be a bad testimony for the church, but I think its good that such a thing happened and that it was found out. Imagine if these sins were to continue underground. What will happen to the people in Bangkok?
Won't their salvation be lost?

dakara, that such a thing is found out, yokkata desuyo.

Just now, I stumbled upon a photo of an old friend and I decided to see more.
(which is why I am still awake in this unearthly hour -_-)
Not to be judgmental, I have no right to judge you.
These are just what I feel because I was once your best friend.
My old friend, is all that you have worth having without God?
All that you own, they are pretty things.
But wouldn't it be better if God is also part of all the pretty picture you take?
Do you even understand and know God for who He really is in the first place?
Or of His great love for you that goes beyond anything, any action?
Haha, not that she'll ever read this...

Anyway, many time I've felt insecure of my life.
My life is not much and I'm always comparing myself to others who have great testimonies of their lives that they can share to others and show how much God had transformed their lives.
My life, isn't that type of big testimonies.

But today, Kelly's sharing of her old cg member gave me a new revolution.
My life, as simple as it is,
bears the simple testimony of a sinner being saved by grace.
And I thank God for that grace and that love that conquered the grave. :)

God's amazing. Haha!
There are times that you just can't help but to exclaim that!

I feel that realizing all these simple things that we often overlook tend to bring an overwhelming simple joy. :)
And on top of that, I reckon that listening to Hanamuke is such a simple joy, LOL.
Takahisa's gentle voice and Tegoshi's melodious voice, their harmony is just too beautiful!

And I can never get enough of them in yukatas. TOO ADORABLE. HAHA.
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And even cuter, STARRY YUKATAS! :D
 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Hanamuke - tegomasu
 
 
milalalami
time has been passing very fast!
before i knew it,

1) my mid-years are nearly over with only bio applications paper left on thursday.
and the papers had been horrid by the way, sigh.
its not that i don't trust in God's faithfulness, blessings and power.
but more like, i don't have enough security that the amount of effort i've put in deserves God's blessings.

still, throughout my revision after camp, I had kept on praying and praying that God would help me in my studies cause I simply can't do it on my own. and although i know that the papers i did were not well-done, i know that i'd and will continue to believing in God's power and faithfulness.

i might not do well this time, and i'm not going to be happy about that. in fact, i've been getting rather worried.
doing chem paper 3 which i struggle through made me want to swear that i'm going to do well the next exams. and yet i realise that isn't that what i've said after common test. and look at what happened this time, i'm just as bad as during common test.

but i know that after camp one of the thing that i've resolved to grow in is faith. before my exams had started, i'd been greatly reminded of God's power and faithfulness and that when i'm not able, He is able. And i'm not going to dwell so much on the results of these examinations, but this very fact of God's faithfulness and power and have greater faith!


2) my mum and my brother has visited singapore and gone back again and i'm once again a lonely kid with no one and no dinner to go home to each day.
lol, not saying this in a self-pity type of way but really just expressing how I really feel.

honestly, i realise that i've a lot of unexplainable bitterness towards my brother which sometimes make me treat him in an unfair manner and i'm not proud of this. the fact is that i'm very jealous of my brother. i'm jealous that he gets to stay by my mother's side and enjoy a close relationship with my mum through all his childhood days since he was a baby. as for me, my mother had been working daily since i was a baby and i got sent to Singapore to study since i was 6. I never had the things that my brother has. and it irks me that he gets jealous over material things that i have such as my itouch, when what he had/had, i'll never be able to have.

although i'm thankful for being able to study in Singapore which has caused me to meet God, i don't deny that i still wish that i've a proper close relationship with my mum. i feel very much helpless when my mum was around. i have exams to take and so i can't spend as much time as i can with her. and despite maximizing all the time i can to be spent with her, i don't know how to express my true feelings towards her. the worst is that, i don't know how to share to her about Jesus in the right way because although she doesn't oppose of my being a christian, she is very sensitive to things like evangelism and proclaiming of Jesus as the only true God which she opposes. :(

but through all this, it brings me back a point that i also told God i'd resolved to grow in and that's love. i struggle with loving my brother and i struggle to show how much i cherish my mother and all that's because of selfishness. i need to learn to grow to love myself and my comforts less to grow in my capacity to love.

3) its takahisa's birthday and he's 23 today! :D
if i can just share one more thing why i love this guy so much is how he treasures everyone's smiles so much. and he has a really cute smile himself, AHAHA. :P

in any case, God has been really kind, helping me and reminding me in what i'm supposed to grow in. :)
the above is not all.

today,
i was thinking about how i treat people. and i realise that i treat people by the way they treat me. as in the amount of love i give to a person is dictated by the amount of love that that person gives to me. but this is not biblical love as it should be in God's church isn't it? as members of one family of God, I need to love beyond myself as how God loves and not let my love to others be dictated by how others love me.
that's how i can really be a blessing to the church and people around.
indeed, i need God's guidance very much nee?

today,
i was also thinking, i want to truely understand the meaning of needing only God. of course i need God, but to really understand the true meaning to needing only God is another thing altogether. and i want to be able to understand that. :)
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Here in My Life - Hillsong
 
 
milalalami
happy birthday takahisa ♥

23 years old and i wish him happiness and hope that he'll achieve much more in the coming year.
also, that he'll continue to mature as a person and in his character. and may he never lose his smile that automatically make others smile as well. of course, also that he'll never lose his yasashii voice.

really hoped that he'd a great day with his family, friends as well as NEWS!
i was listening to yesterday's masterhits in which tegoshi came as a guest.
sounds that massu had a lot of funn with tegoshi yesterday on masterhits.
that makes me happy (:
AHAHA.

OH and they sung hanamuke on ACAPELLA,
their voices are so pretty! ♥

i shall come back in a while to blog about recent happenings and musings(:
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Hanamuke - tegomasu
 
 
milalalami
11 June 2009 @ 12:09 am
Don't you love my icon? :D
I made it myself, hehheh.
Takahisa with buta ears, OMG. just pure adorable.

Yesterday I went to watch Dance Subaru with rei-chan and an.
OMG, Meisa Kuroki dances so well.
if only i can dance just half as well as her...
okay, make it 3/4. but I think I will be content with half.
But its a good show to watch, really touching. :)

I was just looking through my past sermon/QT notebook and I realise, I had been such a faith-filled person.
To the extent that I sounded naive. But to have that type of faith that I had in God last time, I want it back.
I want to go back to the time that I was able to trust God for everything and believe that He will work miracles in the circumstances and the lives of people around me. To have the simple child-like faith that my classmates will come to know God and for PJ to have a strong community of God's people who will continue to Proclaim Jesus Christ in Pioneer Junior College.

To have that type of faith-filledness in God is sugoikatta yo.
Hence, one of my camp objectives is that I will be able to embark on a journey with God and find back that type of faith-filledness in God. :)

And God, honestly please, help me in my studies.
There is really not enough time. D:



 
 
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Hanamuke - tegomasu
 
 

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milalalami
08 June 2009 @ 11:09 pm
HOHO OMG. :D
this is pretty lame but funn, I did a Johnny's compatibility test and I've got YAMAPI.
hahaha, i love pi but i can't help but to wish that i got takahisa takahisa takahisa!

oh wells.
but i'm happy enough cause I got someone in NEWS. ;D
this is so unspiritual, HAHA.

anyway, on a more spiritual level, God is really amazing!
on friday during Quiet Time, i realised how much i've kept on dragging things onto the next day.
and I was also praying to God to give me some directions to work towards.

Wow, God did give directions.
the sermon on saturday is about repentance and not dragging anything,
especially not repentance to the next day cause its detrimental in the long run.
we'll just remain status quo and no, i don't want that.

Definitely, the first direction now is to do today's things today and not drag to tomorrow. :D
of course, will be asking God for more directions especially for the future!
I really want to be a doctor and God had opened up doors for me, but i really need to pray more about it isn't it? :)

Okay, really need to get down to proper studying for my H2s.
Now that Japanese Final test is over, I can focus on studying my H2s.

God, may tomorrow's study session (before Dance Subaru! :D) be fruitful! :)
Oh and tegomasu's new songs are the 
Shame on you if you're a tegomasu fan and you haven't heard! HAHA. 

Tanabata Matsuri is adorable beyond adorable,
and Hanamuke is beautiful beyond beautiful! 
I really love the harmony between takahisa and tego's voice!
And I really love takahisa's solo lines especially after tego's solo when he sang high. 
One think I don't like so much about NEWS songs is that you don't hear much of takahisa's higher voice. 
But of course I still really love NEWS songs. :D 

And tego's "oboeteru" in Tanabata Matsuri makes me laugh, its really so country! HAHA.
But cute. :) Such a summery song, really gives me the image of summer festival in Japan.
Makes me happy. HAHA! 

 
 
Current Location: imaginary matsuri
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: tanabata matsuri - tegomasu
 
 
milalalami
04 June 2009 @ 11:56 pm
Yayy, a beautiful new layout and all credits goes to [kimmyxfleur] at [okimiyage]. :D
Isn't takahisa just so adorable? But whatever your comments are of him,
i don't care cause I love takahisa to bits. HAHA.


Thanks to God's grace, I have survived through General Paper and H1 Mathematics Papers in the past one week or so. :)
Of course I didn't go through it without struggling.
It is so hard to totally trust God with my studies especially when I didn't do much studying.
And because I didn't do much studying, its very easy for me to feel unworthy of God's help.
But that's wrong, God will always honor you when you honor Him. :)

Despite almost not studying GP at all,
God really blessed me during the paper by helping me to be able to think of a great number of points of multiple aspects and scope. And that's not all, for compre which was really tough, I was able to write relatively safe-to-get-some-marks answers. :)

And preparation for Math was horrible.
I had much temptations to once again escape from the paper by producing an MC. But I remembered what we've learned from the recent Word For Life. Naomi did wrong in God's eyes by escaping the perils in Israel to Moab. In the same way, I should stop all this escapes which doesn't honor God.

So, the night before the paper, I promised God that I'd honor Him by turning up for the paper. Thank God I did, and although I know the paper its not well-done, I knew that I did my best and my action honored Him. And He even blessed me with much peace as I did the paper. :)

God is good, nee?
Today I went to explore Chinatown with Fenghui, lol. I'm telling you, Chinatown is an awesome place with cheap thrills, good food and an amazing array of goods. :D Next time, bear with the heat and take some time out to explore Chinatown, you're bound to find something good, be it yummy popiahs and liang tehs or korean imported pretty dresses at reasonable prices. ;)

anyway, some amazing news which chased away all my tiredness despite the superbly funn Chinatown exploration,
tegomasu is releasing a new single AND album. :D
the single is going to be called "Tanabata Matsuri", sounds very summery!
And one of the songs in the album (Chicken Boy, LOL) has lyrics by takahisa and music by tegoshi! sugoii da ne?
all that is making me spazz away, HAHA.

and i just had to see this;

gosh, takahisa killed me. HAHA.
oh, and Pi finally has a new haircut!
 
 
Current Location: room
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Open Your Eyes - NEWS
 
 
milalalami
23 May 2009 @ 11:40 am
I'm so relieved the past week its over! The start was horrible with tests that had a lot to study for. :(
But there has been much blessings as well! Really want to thank God for the good times that I got to spend with Fenghui this week. :D

Really enjoyed the meals we had together and just chatting about random things. The fellowship is light and comfortable and I enjoyed it. And I think that I'm really enjoying time spend with Carol as well and I hope to spend more time with the girls in my CG in the coming holiday. :) Am really excited for the Holland V girls outing which is a Matthew kinda event. ;D

Today was really refreshing, service was good and I really enjoyed Unit Meeting.
And after today's sermon which talked about the need to go beyond our good intentions, I have great intentionality to;

1. Spend more time with CG girls and Vivian
2. REALLY STUDY HARD for Mid-Years so as to glorify God
3. Spend more quality time with God in the morning and that means more prayer and not just contentment after reading the Bible, but to pray and hear from God.
4. Not accumulate any NEWS update debts or it will lead to long hours on the computer. Hence, my strategy is allowing myself 20 mins online each day along with e-mail checks. [SELF-CONTROL]

That's about it.
And I have to make all this happen cause Faith without action is dead.
そうだねえ〜がんばります!

Ahh, I can't deny though, I really want to watch the rest of Boys Before Flowers and takahisa on RESCUE ♥
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Chris Tomlin - Jesus Messiah
 
 
milalalami
20 April 2009 @ 10:51 pm
when i look at my life now, its definitely not at its peak. its a life in which there's a never ending pile of work to do, places to go to and duties to cover. and i only realise lately that, i have so many commitments in my life! but in any case, of course God is placed first of all my commitments. :)

everyday, everyday, i am so tired having to catch up with every single thing but everyday, i also thank God that He gave me the strength to go through everything. and i really thank God for his little blessings here and there and most of all, for the ability to be able to serve Him. :)

like last weekend, i was on sound duty for both services. in the eyes of the world, maybe even in your eyes, i am just spending my time away volunteering in the church. but to know that i am doing something that goes up to the Lord directly, something that contributes directly to God's Kingdom and something that might have helped someone receive salvation or to re-commit his life to God...all these gives me the greatest fulfillment on my saturday despite my never ending pile of work to complete.

because i have God, i say life is good despite the bad. my God is like the little hint of sunshine that is peering through the clouds and i trust in His promise. i am not soaring on wings like eagles just yet. but i will someday. and i will achieve my dreams. :)

i was looking through some NEWS pictures recently and i never realised how much i miss tegomasu!! :( its been quite some time ever since i see both of them together on action!

i was just reading May's issue of Duet lately and the little hints of tegomasu is so adorable!
i really loved how takahisa insists that he's nice because he didn't insist on giving tegoshi a massu-like present despite tegoshi giving him a tegoshi-like present (a skull t-shirt)! HAHA

of course, tegoshi will always be tegoshi, harmlessly selfish in his own ways. HAHA. and somehow, i like how he always insist he is a romanticist. LOL.

AHH, i really miss tegomasu!
 
 
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: NEWS - Hoshi wo Mezashite
 
 
milalalami
11 April 2009 @ 09:13 pm
I use to wonder, why is Good Friday called Good Friday?
I mean, seriously, what's so good about Good Friday if it is the day Jesus was crucified? The day God died?

But the beauty of Good Friday comes with this,
it is the act of God's love for us,
it is a sacrifice like no other,
and its what sets us free from sins and eternal death.

Now, isn't Good Friday good after all.
Its the day God liberated us from sins, and let his love lavish down on us.

"He took my place,
knowing He'd be crucufied
You loved, You loved,
a people undeserving.."


Thank You, Lord
 
 
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: To Know Your Name - Hillsong
 
 
milalalami
09 April 2009 @ 12:01 am
although Pi is not my favourite-st member in NEWS, he's definitely my second favourite! :D
i really love Pi, from his maturity to his baka-ness! haha!

one thing that i really love about japanese stars is that they all don't have the "i am an idol" attitude. despite them being a celebrity, they still have an attitude of a "commoner" and does things like taking the train home. and i remember that pi even had an experience once that he does not have enough money to pay for a bento(?) in a convenience store. HAHA. so adorable ♥

Pi mentioned in Party Diamond's pamphlet that he thinks it can only be a miracle that we all as fans are on the same planet in this vast universe and existing in this time and space. he also mentioned that if we as fans were just born few years earlier or later, we probably won't be fans of NEWS/Pi and that's why he treasures this destined encounter with all his fans.

i never heard words like these coming from an idol celebrity before, and that is why i think Pi is really a great person. and its amazing how he has really grown to love NEWS and all the members and despite being "separated" from friends like Toma, they still remain as really good friends. :)

and of course his attitude towards wanting to become a better person and doing his best in everything is commendable! :D
hurray for Pi ~ ! ♥

i have no idea what am i doing online, haha. its high time to go to bed and tomorrow is a super long day with lessons till 5 (worst, there's chem lecture and PE D: ) and then choir till 8pm. HOHO.

ing-chan if you were to read this, for not being able to come online in time, hontou gomenasai. :( i feel really bad for not being able to be there when you needed someone to talk to. feel free to sms or call me anytime nee? there's always me around for you. and i know that you will always be there for me too despite the distance between us. arigatou ne!
once again, hontou gomenasai. :(

i shall get going but before i sleep, i am going to watch KOI NO ABO PV. :D and of course, read God's Word. ♥
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: koi no ABO - NEWS
 
 

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milalalami
07 April 2009 @ 10:42 pm
haha! i've finally successfully changed my layout and all credits goes to kimmyxfleur at
[okimiyage] community. :D

now, i'm much more willing to pen down my thoughts on this journal. :)
so much time had passed since my last post here nee ~ lol.
my last post was 2007 and i was still sec 4 then. now i am in my second year of junior college and so much had already happened!

things that still remains all these months are of course;
the strength of my Heart forever, God :D
and my fandom forever, NEWS ♥


just a little update, i had just finished JC2 common tests and if i don't have God, i'd seriously have committed suicide. thank God for God Himself! :D and thank God for great friends, NEWS and takahisa masuda (LOL). because of all these people, i am able to smile, move on and work towards better grades in mid-years. :D

YOSH! 神ーさまの約そくが信じます! だから、ずっとあきらめない!

and i can't wait to for Koi no ABO's PV and single release!
tomorrow the pv will be released! and thursday is Pi's birthday!
(unfortunately, i will only end school at 8pm on thurs D:)
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: zutto - tegomass
 
 
milalalami
08 November 2007 @ 11:00 pm
<-- Ahh, shucks, Toma's so charming even in a melancholic shot like that. :P
(Credits to whoever made this icon, i'm so so sorry i can't remember :(
but i know that the image is by courtesy of chochajin )

After reviving my blogger for a few days,
as well as some activities in the communities (Hehheh, a lot of activities actually),
I have decided to revive my livejournal ! :D

Haha, okay and so O'level really had caused my brain cells to degenerate.
I'm seriously retarded .
Anyways, i have a lot of icons that i want to use !
But the problem is, i can't remember who/where did i get it from,
and so i can't credit. :(
And if i don't credit, i'll get really guilty.
And i'm starting to feel really guilty about the above icon. :(
Maker of that icon, if you want to scold me, please do !

Anyway, i have resisted the urge to blog and come on the communities despite having internet access restored, until all my major written papers are done. :)
And yayy, only 2 more MCQ papers left (Chem and Bio) and i'll be done with O' levels.
Woooo !

And i realise that i have only blogged about my fangirling in this blog, so i should start penning down snippets of my life here as well. :)

On a random note, i have fallen in love with tang yuan(s) or also known as (HAHA) ah-bolings.
I don't know why, but i really love biting onto the chewy skin and then allowing the peanut/sesame filling ooze out.
Ooh, it's really good !!

Yesterday after Geog Paper 1, JE and I, followed by PW (who joined us at bugis) went to North Bridge road to eat the tang yuan as dessert as well as brunch. AND OH IT'S SO GOOD ! :D
Unfortunately i was a full kid after my brunch so i didn't order a second bowl.
I LOVE TANG YUAN .

Mell left Singapore today for Europe (WAH , i know !) and i won't get to see her till camp. :( :(
Cause by the time she come back, i'd have left for Indonesia, so yah.
Can't wait for camp though !
Imagine, 4 days (24 hours) with Central C and God's people,
the Praise & Worship, the sermons and teachings and the games and of course MAMA SHOP !
Heehee, and Sandy's in charge of Mama shop this camp, so coolios !
Oh and another coolios thing, is that Mell's Sound I/C for the camp.

And of course, we're celebrating yhope's tenth anniversary ! :D
I have lots and lots of expectations for camp, like big time spiritual growth, heehee.
The last camp i broke out in tounges!
So i'm expecting even bigger things from God this time, heh !
I'm a greedy person when it comes to the things of God okay ~
Hope that my sheep(s) will be able to come and that Carolyn's trip overseas will be after the 12th. :)

Okay, camp is still a rather long time away.
I need to complete my O'levels and spend 3 weeks with my family (without God's people :( ) before i get to camp !
Anyway, i have lots of expectations for my trip back home as well !
I am going to start self-teaching myself guitar, and let God's love flow through me to my family so that i can make some impact . :)
I want to show that God had really changed me to become a better person !

Okay, i think i better stop now to go do QT !
Then i'll sleep, still need to wake up relatively early (but later than today) tomorrow for CG. :D
OH YAH, Mell's going to start enjoying European delicacies tomorrow at Italy while we're going to eat duck rice in Toa Payoh tomorrow.
What a big difference, HAHAH.

But then again, i love TPY duck rice, it's super duper nice ! ;D[info]
 
 
Current Location: Living room, hahah
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: You Saw Me, Hillsong Music Australia
 
 
milalalami
10 August 2007 @ 12:55 am
I don't know what am i doing still online, i have to sleep cause i'm waking up early for CG tomorrow.
CG is at 10am at Vivo which is relatively far, that's why.
(Rather excited for CG and after that, shopping with JE ! )
But then just can't help it ,
I AM CURRENTLY DYING DUE TO TOMAPI'S CUTENESS ! HAHA ! ♥
Really, they are such a cute pair of best friends, and it really warms my heart (i'm sure it'll warm up your heart too) to see that such beautiful friendship exists out there, in the entertainment world.
READ THIS. AND THIS
And you'll get what i mean, i don't believe your heart won't melt. :)

Yamapi has known Toma for half his life,
and Toma even remembers the shirt Yamapi was wearing the first time they met.
Toma says "Let's stay together 'til we die!"
And Yamapi says, "Toma’s importance doesn’t have to be stated! (Laugh)"
AHHH, my heart is melting till it can't melt anymore , LOL !

And it really sets me thinking, how many of such genuine friendships exists in this fallen world ?
Not many.
And even in the entertainment world !
But there's one friendship i know that will last forever,
and that is my (and yours too, if you have) friendship/relationship with Jesus. :)

I love TOMAPI and I love my JESUS!  ♥

I hope Tomapi (and all my other Jappu faves)  are Christians or will become Christians then,
I CAN SEE THEM IN HEAVEN !!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :P
 
 
Current Location: BED, HAHA.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Feeling -KJH
 
 
milalalami
07 August 2007 @ 08:28 pm
HAHA ! Finally logged on to my livejournal after so long.
(cause i finally remember my password ! Hehheh)
Never posted much here before.
The last time i was here, i was crazy over Hana Kimi,
NOW, I AM CRAZY OVER :
HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E IKEMEN PARADISE ! :D :D

HAHAH, Toma Ikuta is such cuteness !
And i saw him first in Hana Yori Dango 2 and i already thought he was cute, Hehheh.
Although he was such a meanie in HYD2.

Nevertheless, he really is a talent.
From the angst-y Junpei in HYD2 , to the otaku Box in Akihabara@Deep and now, the adorable Nakatsu in Hana Kimi and even as Toma-Sama in Cat in The Red Boots (musical), he portrayed his characters very well ! :D
HAHA, i only scanned through Hana Kimi though, only watching it all at one go after my O's.

OHH, and he's going to act in a new stage play called "The two gentlemen of Verona" !
And his character will be Valentine. :D
Awww man, if only i can watch !
I want to watch Cat in Red Boots too (i only saw some parts from YouTube, that's how i know he portrayed his character well, well, i think he portrayed it well, haha)
However the DVD's $50 plus, crazy please, lol.

More dramas i want to watch:
Hana Yori Dango 2 (I only watched ep 1)
Yamada Tarou Monogatari
First Kiss
Kindaichi Shonen no Jikembo 3
Gokusen (HAHAH, i haven't watched before !)
Akihabara@Deep (I haven't watch finish)

And the list goes onnnn.......
Anyway, was trying to find a better skin for my livejournal.
And i think i'll settle with this, it's Kawaii, haha ! :)

Spring Elephant !
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
milalalami
06 March 2007 @ 10:16 pm
MILA SAYS HELLO TO YOU! :D
my current craze is Hana Kimi, HAHA.
i love Hana Kimi and i want to finish watching Hana Yori Dango!
i think Oguri Shun and Inoue Mao are super kawaii.
and i think Xiuyi is cuter than Quan!
Xiuyi is kawaiiness, ohmygoodness.

and i want to buy more shoes.
i love shoes.